it's been awhile yeahh, since the last update?
i had a bad dream & ended up with a scratch on my finger & knuckles in reality.
cause ; waking up with giving a one hard punch to my drawer, unconsciously.
school's ; been great with classmates,friends & some teachers for the past one week. had fun & laughed our asses off alot in classes. EL lessons are a complete bummer & i ain't gonna whine about it. having V.A. lessons every evening from now. -.- oh the joy ! well ohh well.. all for the good of the students i guess..
home ; lets not talk about it.
myself ; my blood tends to boil faster lately. &
i've been pretty distracted by stress, seriously i realised that.
trying not to whine too much or complain too much.. sometimes i'm upset with myself.. & i'm trying hard not to let bad things affect me cause if not, definitely this will happen ;
STRESS --> { Gets Distracted--> Becomes an Annoyance--> Screws Things Up Eventhough All The Stuffs Is Not Something That's Intended = i feel sucky.. it'll affect people around me.. & it affects you.. }
& i never ever want that to happen.
i'm deprived of sleep. feeling sleepy most of the time. sometimes i almost doze off halfway during lesson. weekends is the only days i make up for the lack of sleep.. how bad is that..
but ironically, i'm learning better. committed to my d&t coursework already.well.. paying more attention in class than before. like finally, all these stuffs got thru my head. after so longg. (:
r'ship : imissyousovehmuchbaby. =<
& surprisingly, this week passed by quicker than i thought it'd be..
& i'm sorry i've been pretty annoying at times.
i just want you to know i didn't mean to be like that lately baby,
i don't. i just miss you.alot.
<3
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i had a bad dream & ended up with a scratch on my finger & knuckles in reality.
cause ; waking up with giving a one hard punch to my drawer, unconsciously.
school's ; been great with classmates,friends & some teachers for the past one week. had fun & laughed our asses off alot in classes. EL lessons are a complete bummer & i ain't gonna whine about it. having V.A. lessons every evening from now. -.- oh the joy ! well ohh well.. all for the good of the students i guess..
home ; lets not talk about it.
myself ; my blood tends to boil faster lately. &
i've been pretty distracted by stress, seriously i realised that.
trying not to whine too much or complain too much.. sometimes i'm upset with myself.. & i'm trying hard not to let bad things affect me cause if not, definitely this will happen ;
STRESS --> { Gets Distracted--> Becomes an Annoyance--> Screws Things Up Eventhough All The Stuffs Is Not Something That's Intended = i feel sucky.. it'll affect people around me.. & it affects you.. }
& i never ever want that to happen.
i'm deprived of sleep. feeling sleepy most of the time. sometimes i almost doze off halfway during lesson. weekends is the only days i make up for the lack of sleep.. how bad is that..
but ironically, i'm learning better. committed to my d&t coursework already.well.. paying more attention in class than before. like finally, all these stuffs got thru my head. after so longg. (:
r'ship : imissyousovehmuchbaby. =<
& surprisingly, this week passed by quicker than i thought it'd be..
& i'm sorry i've been pretty annoying at times.
i just want you to know i didn't mean to be like that lately baby,
i don't. i just miss you.alot.
<3
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