28.

hey peeps! i hate it how monday arrives so quickly.
it'll be a short update since i'm still having dizzy spells.
there goes february [:

today was nice. real nice.
although i had dizzy spells. [:
i woke up at almost 4pm today. ate maggi. showered & i'm off. out.

i think i just lost my head a little just now,
not as in crazy. the only one who knows will know what i mean. [:
felt so calm,nice,high,happy,nervous. no lust though.

i'm going to like sign off now.
ilovemyhunneh<3. ilovemyfriends.
& ilovethosepeoplewho'vemadeadifferenceinmylife.

P.s
i ain't a typical malay matrep.
never one. never gonna be one.
i have nothing against them. just don't judge my like i'm one.
cause i'm not. ain't mad or anything. just making things clear.

[:

i hope i'll have a great day tomorrow.
22Feb2010.

everything's been fine lately.
slept over at rupert's house ytd. we had supper & coffee at nearby coffeeshop at almost around 1am.
then we walked to sembawang park. nightwalk. haha.
it was quite creepy in a sense. the hair on my arms stood at some point of time, like the spiderweb kinda feeling.
but nothing happened. [: no scary movie that night.
we spoke about alot too.. it was a very long walk.. eerie in a sense too.

i had a great night. today was alrightt, nothing much happened.
she came over. we talked & get things done & going, as usual.
it's not so bad. at least at the end of the day, everything that needs to be done is done..
well.. not really,, still haven't do my D&T research... total sucker. [:

happybirthdaytome.
16. & still counting..
well.. may i get what i want & need.
& my dreams be answered too. [:

the few days of break .

helloo people.
quick updates on the past 3 or 4 days.
(:


sunday: was great. went to greatgrandma house for CNY. (:
then... the KFC commercial sorta happen to me. it's was so... hehe.. not that bad, just hilarious & awkard in a sense. =9. yes, i do celebrate CNY. for godsake.

monday: went cycling.. from my place to yishun is further than i thought. but it's not bad at all(:
just to meet this young lady, we cycled,sat,talked. i'm glad she had fun. (:
it's worth the distance,time & leg effort.
p.s. hey young lady! we'll go fishing soon, when i get my stuffs.
perhaps, we could spend time like this, if you wanted to? (:
<3


tuesday: went to grandma's place. fetch brother. home.
& music all the way.. my relative from malaysia just called.
loong time nvr call sio! brother when want come here again? he's like in his 20's . i know, i don'tt really like to talk to relatives/cousin who same age like that.. all very guai lan. hahas.
crap! i just realised i have LENSES test tmr. PHYSICS!! =x

~theend~

i cant tell whether friday came too soon or not.. =s

hey!
school has been super draining & boring this week. haven't had enough sleep lately..
always been staying up to finish my school work, even today. =/
i didn't really kinda talk as much as before in school.. sometimes being quiet isn't that bad after all..
i can vividly hear some people sounding so pathetic.. how they do some 'stuffs' to others & they really cannot take it if the same 'stuffs' happens to them.. it's hilarious in a sense..
all that observing & hearing.. i've learnt about those people more..
ego. how self-assured they are. & how perfectionist some are turning out to be.


i'm equally stressed out too.. cause d&t has been killing me...
kumar seems to have high expectations for me.. that's fuckin' good & scary at the same time..
i hope i can pull it off at the end.. finding new idea for me to work on for my coursework now..
had bookshelves in mind but yeah, last minute change, cause i don't wanna do stuffs that most people are doing.. it's gonna really affect me in the ideation process..

CURRENTLY/GOALS ;
doing whatever i can to maintain my health.
trying to stay positive on workloads.
being nice to everyone i possibly could. (stressed out, remember?)
study extra hard. & make it out of my living hell (school) .
treat you better than it is, in every possible way i could.
7 months more till we're done with all we need to do. i'll wait for you & you'll see what i mean.
you're the only thing that really matters. =/ i'll risk nothing, in losing you.
we'll have faith in each other, wouldn't we.
i would.

early morning entry.. P.s. can't sleep yet.

" inginku mendakapmu sampai akhir, "
perjalanan hidupku,
ku berjanji akan membelaimu,
dengan cinta ikhlas dari hati.


you are not alone.. i'm there with you..
always will be..



(:

ninezerotwo.

i sorta had a hangover today.
i'm stressed with my workloads.

school today; stressful. i was oblivious to the surroundings. i sat, kept to myself, felt screwed up & hell yeah i wasn't in my best of mood.. i'm tired i guess.. idk, should be. gotta wake up , i gotta wake up. =/
honestly, the sound of the last bell was very pleasant, it's what i've been wanting to hear since after P.E.

r'ship: been alrightt. i'm gonna miss you. & u made my day better today. i hope i did too. loveohhlove,takegoodcareofurself. don't stress ! =d home; home sweet home~ i'm enjoying my bed.. my own space.. veh pleasant. (: looking forward to my days later on... adious~

weekends...

lets split it all into sections aye?

School : i missed out quite a bit when i was absent for a V.R.

R'ship : i miss you.. alot... i'll see you on friday ? [: you takecare ok? don't stress out too much & pls, don't skip meals too much . =/

<3

F'ship : Classmates were GREAT ! people who made my day.. [: looking forward for school..

Family : everything's been great. fine. there's some glitches... that's normal. [:

Weekends : Saturday had classes.. it was err.. ok la.. [:

Sunday, today, i'm at the lib.. reading books & returning my books..

P.s Prepaid's topped up. [:

~~~CIAOS~~~

(Y)

short update.

Hey People !
guess what? i'm still alive & kickin' .
just came back to school today. [:
ilovemyfriends ! okay, it's feels good to be back !


prepaid's fuckin' gone. [: i'll top up it soon !
sorry for any inconvenience caused ok. [:
this one will be a short update.

see ya people.

a simple hi ; updatingg again..

hey..

i'm sick at the moment.. went to the doctor.. most prolly i need an x-ray if i don't get better..

doctor said "i have to get an x-ray for you, i suspect it's chest infection "

i was like , 'err... i'm not sure.. i don't have much cash today.. didn't bring much..'

doctor : it's alright.. bring more cash next time just in case... if you don't get well.. pleasee,, comeback & we'll do an x-ray. "

me : okay...

i walked out the room with a heavy heart..

i'm afraid that smth bad will happen.. i can't imagine what it'd be like..

=/ i'll be alrightt, i'll get an x-ray to make sure i guess..

i hope nothing's up for me..

bby don't worry too much.. i'll get things done here.. i know you're worried..

if there's smth up, i'll get it treated..

& i love you so much.

& IMY.

yours sincerely <3,

dhan