hey..

well... this night just like the rest,
having same thoughts running through my head..

sometimes, i do wish in ways, somehow i could turn this world right back around,
& mend those words i've said, correct the wrong perception..

i don't know, but, what would you say if i told you that all i've thought about most is you,since you've been gone?
& if i told you I'm not giving up, however long it takes, now?

it's clear that things have changed since when we started..
i know things aren't quite like what they used to be..we can try..
that's what i believe in, this.
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Don't worry so much
There's no reason for that
Control what you can and
What you can't, you can't let that be that.

We'll take the good with the bad
We'll take the best with the worst.
It will be our fight now
And not just yours.

I might not know how you feel
But i'll try.
I might not see how it is
But i'll try.

If no one else is on your side.
[All I wanna know is if you'll stay by mine]

Cause i'll be here, if nothing else.

So if you need something
Don't be afraid to let me know
I wanna be here if I can
Or just be here if you don't think so.

So let me be a shoulder
Let me be an ear
Let me catch you if you fall.
Or if the floor just disappears.'

...

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave.
Maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight,
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow.

we're just ordinary people..

. . . . .........

A final song, for last request.
A perfect chapter laid to rest.
Things seems so invincible, the truth is so cold.

The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you,
When it lets me..


Your pain is gone, your hands untied..

yeah.

had a quick drop by just now.
you get well soon alright.. <3

so yeah,
i like coffee, alot.
my day's been usual..
except i saw quite interesting & weird people on my way home.
like yesterday, today's not my day either.


i realised four years passed by real fast.
& one year, since the day we met, passed by real fast too.
alot of things ran through my mind since i don't know when.
but i'll take it slow, i guess.. not too slow, but slow.. yeah.

matchbox 20 [if you're gone] =s

I think I've already lost you ..
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now.
You think I'm weak but I think you're wrong

I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure..

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need more than you mind

I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm just scared, that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone, maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move..

But if you're gone, baby, you need to come home..
Cause there's a little bit of something, me,
In everything in you..


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heyyo..

hey yo !

i guess i went back on my word on maybe not gonna do any post sooner.
well.. i guess now it came earlier then expected. =9
i just watched Remember Me. i know i lagged alot in movies like this, i just don't have the time to watch way baaaaackk lonnngg loonngg agooo . haha. i must say, it's an awesome movie, awesome plot, storyline.. tragic ending (that's how things get remembered right?) but very intelligent..very emotion triggering movie.. it's definitely worth the watch..

"if you could hear, i would say that our fingerprints don't fade from the lives we've touched." - (from the movie itself)

(:

now, i'm gonna shower & get ready for school !

[:

hey, what's up people ? [:

i know it's been quite some time since i last blogged.

i have nothing much to write. no significant events to write about way back, well.. at least i'd like to keep it private at that time.. so yeahh.

how i've been & stuffs like that?

been pretty much fine & alright.

things happen. we fought. we tried. we eventually lost somehow. everyone goes through that.

i don't think it's fate that this happened. it's just a turn of a card, sometimes it won't turn in ones favour.

i miss you but i know there's no looking back now, not regrets that i feel. it's just this kind of emptiness that takes over a person when he/she is alone, sitting down & thinking. i have my reasons doing so. i wasn't ready. & to be honest, it was great when i still had what i had, which was you.

it wasn't that easy to decide on stuffs like that but eventually i did.

for the better or worst? i guess we all know that it's better somehow.

it fills me in to know that you're going on well over there, pursuing what you want to pursue.

nothing beats that. keep on with this rhythm, you'll definately go far. i wish you well..

**i've kept all the things you've said, in that blue box. it's just right by my bed..

it's been useful to me on some nights..

what's up lately?

i've been catching up with my fellas lately over supper.

manage to read some friends like a book & know who are the real people & who are the fakes. i've been having late nights too, sometimes i'm up till 3 or 4 am practically doing nothing much at all except music to my ears with thoughts, ideas flowing through my head.

gonna read up notes a little. i make my own luck. & i believe whatever i do, the final outcome is more or less decided by the one above. so yeah, thank you for watching over me. i've done some bad things along the way. now i'm trying to mend my ways. i've been near the edge too many times. i hope it won't lead me to my fall into oblivion.

well.. i'm thinking of going to IKEA to get some stuffs there.

organise & clear my desk clutter. get new shoe racks & some wall shelves & magnetic wall boards. year end i'm gonna mural up my wall. working towards that & my O's.

if all goes well.. then i'll reach what i have in mind..

this post is pretty solid. maybe i won't blog that much for now with things coming up.

those who reads this ; have a good day ahead. have a good time. take your chances when it comes, in whatever you do. or else you'll be too late cause second chances are like vintage wines, it's taste good but it's hard to get hold of. ciaos fellas. [: