Sunday, January 31, 2010

hey there...

lets talk about today ;

i woke up late.. went for classes.. went home.. went out to upp thomson.. had late dinner at avenue 10 mac..
jamming was an EPIC FAILURE... but still quite alrightt.. supposed to reach home by 10 but i didn't...
i made someone really upset.. =| she's not gonna believe me again, i guess.. idk... i sat outside the door just now... it was super cold.. cause got rejected at the door (my house )... i don't know how long i stayed outside.. i think about alot; death,mistakes,myself,people & you.. =\ tried not to cause it corrupts my mind, the things that i think of... felt like walking aimlessly just now.. felt like i needed to get my thoughts off my mind... upset too many people too many times.. maybe it's too little too late for me... i'm not too certain.. =\ i can't sleep right now, still
thinking much.. i don't think i'll even sleep today... i feel so sucky.. i think i could die.. -.- i hope things will be fine, but i doubt so.. is life just a game, everyone play along with it or is it something more profound? i don't have any answers to that.. anyone ?



iloveyou. ido.ihopeyoustilldo.

don't say that =\ ... you're not some 'robot' to fill my desires bby.. this thing i'm in, is for real.. you mean so much to me.. i don't know how i could ever assure you on that.. it was my mistake when i said alright but end up i cameback late..


well... i just hope things will be fine.. i'll try my bestest to prevent this kind of situation happening, like i've mention.. i hope you won't think too much & doubt me.. =\

goodnight, everybody.
goodnightt to you too <3>