feeling the crunch.
tired from 2.4 run the whole school day.
veh shag after all that shitass running.
almost blacked out. just almost. chest felt tight. breathing had problems.
idk why.
i can't resist of not picking up the phone to text you.
the truth is; i've been screaming out inside..
so i picked up the phone, pressed text msg.. there it goes; all the pressing & undo-ing.. eventually, i didn't sent any smses.. =| i guess.. i didn't wanna make you affected with my tiredness & make you feel annoyed/irritated & stuffs.. cause it matters alot..
so there i was ; the whole time in every lesson, staring at my phone.. staring into thin air.. mind's drifting away..
to be honest, i didn't learn anything today.. things got even worse when lesson's is extended till 3pm.. excused myself at 2.45 cause i couldn't take it anymore.. went home & i bunked in bed.. woke up only at 7plus.. tomorrow's humanities & maths paper 1.. hopefully the exhaustion won't affect too much of me.. head's still throbbing.. mind's still drifting.. chest's still feels pretty tight.. hopefully i'll be fine.. :|
i miss you.. alot..
