First of all !
Finally, world cup is over..
i can get back my tv to watch movies once more. :D
well... i'm fine with my life.. at the least, i'm contented with it somehow.
some friends got into some crap & transfferring is the only way out.. fucken 3 damn years of solid friendship... well, it saddens me.. but i'm sure it's the best way out.. you'll do fine dude.. we are all here for you.. lets catch up over coffee some time soon. life, is at the end, surprising. (:
the next thing,
i wanna do well.. i need to motivate myself further..
i don't know how... but i just have to do it somehow..
i've learnt alot throughout this years journey so far,
like patience is what we all must have to control & turn things to our favour.
i think love is a beautiful thing eventhough we don't get to hold it in our hands. it's not about owning that someone anyway.. it's about how you've played your part & try your bestest to make a difference in someone's life. & if you failed, it's alright, it makes you see your mistakes & you still learn in a way or two.
health ;
i've been feeling sick in my chest.. no one knows, well, now those who reads this knows la.
i dont know what happened.. maybe it's an old thing coming back again.. but i'm fine, sometimes the pain can be really stinging.. & when that happens, it sucks cause i feel as if i'm suffocating..
all that i really ever wish for right now is ;
1. for YOU to make it to next year & be happy there, which you are.
2. hope my friends are gonna be alright, especially this friend of mine as stated in the yellow portion above. thanks man for everything. 'see you soon' , like you said, a better choice of phrase.
3. to have a calm soul & mind right now.. that's all i need right now.
"being apart ain't easy in this love affair..
hopefully, i get the joy of rediscovering you.
& i'll be forever yours... faithfully.. "
<3
