" just when you think it can't get any worse, it can. & just when you think it can't get any better, it can. because nothing that's worthwhile is ever easy. "
i realised that it's the simple dreams that are often more painful.. because they seem so personal.. so reasonable.. & so attainable.. but yet, it's so hard to be able hold it and that is enough to break your heart..
well.. i lived my life.. enjoyed most of it..
but right now, right at this moment.. i feel somewhat lost.. not because i regretted what i've said.. i feel this way because i don't know what's gonna happen now.. maybe talking to you would end up being history, which i don't wish for it to happen.. because it was always true that ; no matter how much the distance is, talking always seemed more real, close to first hand experience.. & that makes the gaps get closer than wider..
to be really honest ; all those times and moments that we've spent & shared, was the happiest & best time in my life.. without you, it's not possible to feel all these. thank you.
' i fell in love with you when we were together. then i fell deeper in love when we were apart. & i miss you dear love.. alot more than you thought i could. '
