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hey, what's up people ? [:

i know it's been quite some time since i last blogged.

i have nothing much to write. no significant events to write about way back, well.. at least i'd like to keep it private at that time.. so yeahh.

how i've been & stuffs like that?

been pretty much fine & alright.

things happen. we fought. we tried. we eventually lost somehow. everyone goes through that.

i don't think it's fate that this happened. it's just a turn of a card, sometimes it won't turn in ones favour.

i miss you but i know there's no looking back now, not regrets that i feel. it's just this kind of emptiness that takes over a person when he/she is alone, sitting down & thinking. i have my reasons doing so. i wasn't ready. & to be honest, it was great when i still had what i had, which was you.

it wasn't that easy to decide on stuffs like that but eventually i did.

for the better or worst? i guess we all know that it's better somehow.

it fills me in to know that you're going on well over there, pursuing what you want to pursue.

nothing beats that. keep on with this rhythm, you'll definately go far. i wish you well..

**i've kept all the things you've said, in that blue box. it's just right by my bed..

it's been useful to me on some nights..

what's up lately?

i've been catching up with my fellas lately over supper.

manage to read some friends like a book & know who are the real people & who are the fakes. i've been having late nights too, sometimes i'm up till 3 or 4 am practically doing nothing much at all except music to my ears with thoughts, ideas flowing through my head.

gonna read up notes a little. i make my own luck. & i believe whatever i do, the final outcome is more or less decided by the one above. so yeah, thank you for watching over me. i've done some bad things along the way. now i'm trying to mend my ways. i've been near the edge too many times. i hope it won't lead me to my fall into oblivion.

well.. i'm thinking of going to IKEA to get some stuffs there.

organise & clear my desk clutter. get new shoe racks & some wall shelves & magnetic wall boards. year end i'm gonna mural up my wall. working towards that & my O's.

if all goes well.. then i'll reach what i have in mind..

this post is pretty solid. maybe i won't blog that much for now with things coming up.

those who reads this ; have a good day ahead. have a good time. take your chances when it comes, in whatever you do. or else you'll be too late cause second chances are like vintage wines, it's taste good but it's hard to get hold of. ciaos fellas. [: