lets begin for the third post for today;
sighh... i've finally felt this strangest silence.. nothing nice. it's nothing spectacular. it's nothing to feel good about.
it's the closest feeling i've ever had to losing youu.. it feels worse without youu for a day.. what more if it's for any longer baby. :l
my evenings were crashed by the rain. & i had nothing else to do but music for the whole day.
i cleaned up a little of the big mess in the room. the whole evening was draggy. i was temperamental.
i'm annoyed & irritated at home. unreasonable parents, esp mom.
picking on me everytime she's unhappy because there's no one else that she likes to vent her anger on. great. you're so blessed dhan. idk,, but if mom wants a better life, then go ahead. go get a divorce. set yourself free. set yourself from this 'cage' you say you are bounded in.. even though i don't want you to.. & it's not because of all of us that you get SHOUTED at. it's your own fault.why can't you look & see your own mistakes mom..
why are you so keen & impulsive of pushing the blame to others. what do you get?.. it just sucks..
:l i cannot comprehend no more. cause upteen times i've tried to make it all alright, it's okay for a moment. but soon enough all returns back to where it started. my efforts is all in vain. i'm just gonna let mom cool down, i've said my piece of mind to mom too . & there's gonna be nothing more. nothing less. she has a mind of her own. to think. to feel. to decide. let her do it by herself. i don't wanna lose the rest of my patience anymore. it's enoughh. it's not worth it. i believe it's just a bad time overclouding the good times that's gonna come..
this thing isn't really dragging me down. it just makes me uncertain of my parents anymore. that's all.
i'm still very alrightt & stuffs. because i have a life to live for.
r'ship ; i wish everything's alright.. i wish you ain't thinking so much about the negative..
i hope you'd see that i've sorted my mind out.. things happening at home is beyond my control..
i hope you'd understand what i mean. this time for real.
mom's just stressed out with the others & everything's on me.
i've expressed to mom how i felt about stuffs this evening. now it's up to mom to think before she acts.
i wasn't rude. really nicely, everything.
i'm really happy being & having you in my life.
i have this life to live for, babyy.
& that's final. i had no regrets if you'd like to know.
cause you seem to have alot more on your mind.
i'm here, for you to make me understand, your feelings & emotions on the whole lovee.
<3
notice*
my prepaid's down.. if there's anything you guys want help with or wanna ask me out to chill out.. leave me a message & i'll try to get back to you guys with a call or something. or just facebook me. thanks. probably just leave me a message.
sighh... i've finally felt this strangest silence.. nothing nice. it's nothing spectacular. it's nothing to feel good about.
it's the closest feeling i've ever had to losing youu.. it feels worse without youu for a day.. what more if it's for any longer baby. :l
my evenings were crashed by the rain. & i had nothing else to do but music for the whole day.
i cleaned up a little of the big mess in the room. the whole evening was draggy. i was temperamental.
i'm annoyed & irritated at home. unreasonable parents, esp mom.
picking on me everytime she's unhappy because there's no one else that she likes to vent her anger on. great. you're so blessed dhan. idk,, but if mom wants a better life, then go ahead. go get a divorce. set yourself free. set yourself from this 'cage' you say you are bounded in.. even though i don't want you to.. & it's not because of all of us that you get SHOUTED at. it's your own fault.why can't you look & see your own mistakes mom..
why are you so keen & impulsive of pushing the blame to others. what do you get?.. it just sucks..
:l i cannot comprehend no more. cause upteen times i've tried to make it all alright, it's okay for a moment. but soon enough all returns back to where it started. my efforts is all in vain. i'm just gonna let mom cool down, i've said my piece of mind to mom too . & there's gonna be nothing more. nothing less. she has a mind of her own. to think. to feel. to decide. let her do it by herself. i don't wanna lose the rest of my patience anymore. it's enoughh. it's not worth it. i believe it's just a bad time overclouding the good times that's gonna come..
this thing isn't really dragging me down. it just makes me uncertain of my parents anymore. that's all.
i'm still very alrightt & stuffs. because i have a life to live for.
r'ship ; i wish everything's alright.. i wish you ain't thinking so much about the negative..
i hope you'd see that i've sorted my mind out.. things happening at home is beyond my control..
i hope you'd understand what i mean. this time for real.
mom's just stressed out with the others & everything's on me.
i've expressed to mom how i felt about stuffs this evening. now it's up to mom to think before she acts.
i wasn't rude. really nicely, everything.
i'm really happy being & having you in my life.
i have this life to live for, babyy.
& that's final. i had no regrets if you'd like to know.
cause you seem to have alot more on your mind.
i'm here, for you to make me understand, your feelings & emotions on the whole lovee.
<3
notice*
my prepaid's down.. if there's anything you guys want help with or wanna ask me out to chill out.. leave me a message & i'll try to get back to you guys with a call or something. or just facebook me. thanks. probably just leave me a message.